Lust and love. Lost in love. It's always great and rewarding, isn't it?, but it's never peaceful to deal with that kind of emotions. My friends are going crazy yet again, even i get nervous from time to time.

Let's see where they stand. Alice is not really sure of what she wants anymore. H is still chasing butterflies, Dixie is about to change perspectives. Nick is thinking of settling for the present whereas F is trying to give up a bunch of memories. It would be a crazy valentine for them this year, if they had the intention of celebrating it at all.

Two more notes. Morgana is 28 today. We've been friends for 10 years. Or almost. Oh-my-God. I hope she has a great day.

And the M&Ms are sick. One of them is returning to school today, but the other one still has some high temperature. It's not fair. I wish a lot of patience and support for Siz and Victor!

I had planned to write about the girls today, my friends and their emotional rollercoasters. But i'll wait.
Today it's time that concerns me. I'm always angry at the fact that one Tuesday afternoon can take forever and then again you realize on a stormy night that it's already been nine years since you started going to a certain bar, or twelve since you first fell in love. I was up last night because i missed someone who is missing since 1997. At times like those, i really hate time.

"Time passes. We must wait for the future to show...”. (Virginia Wolf).

I had about 10.000 dreams last night. I just remember one clearly though.I was travelling. I have such an urge to get out and disconnect, that the idea of even leaving the house for a couple of days invades my subconscious at night. Like Lenny wisely sang... i wanna get away.......... i wanna fly awaaaaay.

Thank God for my upcoming Feb break: i'll be visiting the north of Spain, then i'll go down to Sevilla (with Dixie, Trixie and probably Six) and then, who knows. Any suggestions?

For all the *monday-haters* out there, here's a toast with my yellow cup of coffee and a little poetry to start the week on the right foot. I wrote these years ago. Feel free to let me know if they "say" anything to you...

My Friday Five on a Saturday.

1.What cologne or perfume do you wear? Coco Chanel. Always. Since i was 17. I love it when people say "mmm, that smells like you".


2. What cologne or perfume do you like best on the opposite sex? Belive it or not, i like Drakkar Noir or whatever the name is. Also, a big fan of Fahrenheit, by Dior. I knew someone who wore but didn't know the name of the cologne, so when i sniffed it on somenone else on the street i just stopped him and asked.


3. What one smell can you not stomach? Anything really strong, i suppose. Like bleach, someone in the bathroom before me :-( or cauliflower!


4. What smell do you like that others might consider weird? Old books.


5. How do you plan to spend your weekend? Working. Horrible plan.

Everybody was talking about it. They even say that no other French movie ever made it that big in the States before. I went to see Amélie yesterday afternoon. The day was cold but sunny so i felt bad for getting into the cinema and missing the light. But it was worth it. Amélie is so warm, delicious, funny and inspiring, i think i could watch it another zillion times before it bored me. I was in such good mood that i decided to make the most of my free time and i went to see yet another topseller: Harry Potter. Cute. Bad special effects, but cute.

Friday. Enough of reading in the dark. I'm coming out. To the Net. Again. Only this time feels a little different. Jeez, how many years have passed since i first started typing away? Nevermind. I was never really a part of any club or society or circle so this should be fun. Now let's get started. As of today, i am officially a *weblogger*. Whatever. I'll soon be arranging the 'info' part of this page, in order to let myself known a little bit better and interact with that wild world out there.