Monday, May 10  
Never again
Six more days to go and almost everything will be over. Many times i say 'never again, never again' to myself these days, especially when i'm the middle of chaos, or trouble, or when i get a glimpse of my eyes in the mirror.

Working around the clock for this Championship is exhausting. Nerve-wrecking. Overwhelming. Never again. Never again. But it's also a thrill to be here. It's fun and exciting to see your team grab the precious gold. It's good to be surrounded by glittery bodies coming out of the training pool. It's good to know you're part of it all.

Concerning what will happen after this, the question mark is growing by the hour. I have some urgent decisions to make before i jump into total freedom (does that really exist?) and i don't have the time to think things over. Still, i know some patterns will be abandoned (never again, you know) and that once spring finally lands on the city, i will let the sun tell me what to do.
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